waitin .... anxiously

hay sorry for being such a lunatic for not posting for last 13 days but i m here writing new post. a lot of things to share talking about the focus definitely things are getting clear and i am getting some directions at last what to do in these vacations.... school fellows get together is planned for Saturday .whenever think of that reunion i feel butterflies in stomach waiting anxiously for that day.  met with 3 of mine very close friend and a surprise aftari is up on grabs for Friday(ooh gosh budget will be the problem :( ... don't know wht to do about this paisa thing). ramzan is just fat forwarding and today is 17th of this holy month . i didn't took advantage of it.my routine is same as usual nothing changed .i don't know in which mold my after graduation life is gonna set. sometimes i think i m psycho but its just one of my weird thoughts.well the reason for not keeping in contact with you was i was away in hostel for 4 days .had some quality time in hostel and with friends every minute spend is worth of billions. had aftari at quiluim drank lot of juice(jqy,faizi & kashif knows wht i am talking about). well the purpose for this short tour was to finalize the mill for project  work , didn't succeeded in that but it was fruitful for my friend danish as i rechecked his design lab marks and he went from 4th to 2nd in class and have the scholarship, treat is due on him. it also has a little bit of advantage for me because now there is at least one male in top three positions of class. we men are united when it comes to our genre. so this was going in my life. pretty determined and hopeful for a better tomorrow. going for introductory class of ielts lets see what happens till then have a good life bye

1st Ramzan

so 1st Ramzan is gone. i dont know  why good time flies away like the speed of a rocket.everything which is pure and have no vibes of negativity is on fire to end.well i think its nature thats why same is the scenario with Ramzan if i think of 1st ramzan than what feels to me that it has just started, but in reality its gone. so tomorrow will be 2nd of Ramzan. well good thing which happened today is that after such a long time i have offered my five namaz of day with jamaat.magic of Ramzan is going on.well the day kicked off with same routine the only difference was the spirit of ramzan as there was aftari and sehri instead of breakfast,lunch and dinner.coming towards"my focus" :)  i should rather forget them, the way i am working on them . well a plan of aftari was made with irzam,meetha & chummi but all went in vain due to some egos and selfishness of one person. if u want others to go according to your will than u should also show  flexibilty in your actions. so this was the lesson of the day.happy Ramzan once again i ll be back tomorrow till then ALLAHAFIZ.

the RAMZAN begins

Ramzan Mubarak to everyone. Ramzan has its own essence and soothing and has an enigmatic power which effects each and every aspect of life of a Muslim. its this power of Ramzan that you just want to do good deeds and avoid the sins. Ramzan is great blessing of ALLAH.now its upon us that how we utilize its enigma to relocate our true objective of this life. i hope so the way i have started the holy month of Ramzan ,my feelings and good deeds develops in the same way as Ramzan progress. coming towards the result of seventh smester . this semester result has a feeling of weirdness and randomness. this feeling of mine could be due to the fact that till yet i havent got  A grade in any of the subject. lets see what happens next. so i pray to ALLAH please give me power to withhold from doing sins and to do deeds consistently and live Ramzan in its true spirit Ameen. till then have a blessed night good bye

date to be remembered

definitely each day unfolds itself with something new in it ,you just need to have the right sight. today my mother gave me one of the best news that has ever happened to me. i m not going to bring the kitty out of bag now, jus wait for proper time and i ll' let u know. as it was sunday so break from all routine things. today me & my class mates came to know about our psychology results. before today everyone in my class expected A in this subject but in reality it turned out to be south for everyone i.e. only 1 got  A in it. everyone is in state of shock and disbelief that how can madam can do this to all of us, as she said that she will give A to most of the class and apparently most of the classmates have pre finals more than 52 and even final paper was not an arduous ordeal than why results are showing the ugly picture. after effects of this  hurricane "amozish"( name of our bbbeeellloooveeeddd teacher) are still coming from my mates in the form of nasty and bitchy sms. so lesson of the day take the good part ladies " never trust a woman". i ll' join u tomorrow till then good night sleep tight my  blog :)

after Lahore tour

after having an awesome , splendid friday night and saturday morning with ahsan khalid i am back. it was great, after having alot of talks on lhr & guj finally me and ahsan(my closest friend and best ever cousin fortunately we have same first name) have an agreement that if i visit him this friday and saturday, thn he will visit gujranwala after eid at the first long weekend , hope so he acts upon his part of pact. well we had awesome time while chatting ,during dine out at al raaya,kfc and masoomz, while shopping at stone age and denizer and at home.from fashion to our professional career and marriage we talked a lot. all of these dine outs were treats due on ahsan K.definitely this short visit will be there in my memory lane for a long time.nothing is perfect in this world so this tour also had its grey part i.e. on my way back to home(Gujranwala) i had this massive traffic jam it took me an hour to get rid of it. . but on the whole it was refreshing tour to boost up my energy and positiveness towards life as i was almost down and under by lazy routine of vacations but now coin has turned to heads so i m pretty much determined to indulge myself in"my focus". on the other side roller coaster of relationship in my family are going through tough times. fingers are crossed that soon these dark clouds of misunderstandings will pour down and have a rainbow made of love and affection. today the inner side of me ask me a weird question (as i do talk to myself) that either i am pathetic of luxuries of life? , i am desperate about them ? well spontaneously i answered no because its the company of other person which matters the most not luxuries . they do add extra flavor but u can still have the best of original flavor without them. lesson of the day always be thankful to ALLAH and just try to be normal i.e. optimism. see u later my blog and i pray to ALLAH to make my remaining vacations more wonderful than ever Ameen.so keep increasing  ur haemoglobin by having the medicine "laughter". ;)

hay i am back after three days the same old laziness of mine shadowed me , well there was nothing new to wrote about the same old things eating sleeping, watching movies or  wasting my time in unproductive things. therefore it never boosted to wrote the post , nothing not even a single thing or step i have taken regarding " my focus". i am already tired of this perpetual theme of vacations .so to change it first i have to change myself for this i thought of doing a temporary job and i was intrigued when i talked to my folks about doing a part time job as i have such a long vacations and unexpectedly they responded in favor of it so now i am also looking for a job for two months at least it could made my time a little more valuable. i m such a lazy buff i just like to veg out in front of TV or my laptop. i don't know where my these vacation are heading too. "bharat darshan" is unfolding its pages slowly and steadily. well on the political site visit of our foreign minister Ms . Khar to India for bilateral talks is creating alot of waves in Indian media because of her strong presence they quoted her "beauty with brains" and Delhi gushed over her. lets see what happens next as Ramadan is on its brink of starting what life has stored in for me and my country.

day 1: 23-07-2011

hi my blog i have just forced myself to wrote today's post because i was not in the mood of brainstorming but i have to so today was the first day . it started in a bit lazy way because i slept till 10:30 am PST thnx to wapda for this because of their load shedding of electricity . than i had a huge breakfast, read a travelogue " bharat darshan" by Zafar Raja. than it came to my knowledge that i have to go Lahore to drop my sisters gifts at her friends house. i did my preparations and left for lhr at 3 pm and was back by 7 pm this means i have just touched the city of life and was back at my place .well i wanted to visit my cousin but it was my ego and my cousin's carefree attitude that it made didn't possible . i even texted him that i am in your city but he dint replied me . so if he thinks he is something than so do i.after reaching home had my dinner one of my best buddies called me after a long time . i also called my meetha(one of my close friends nick name) who was in KSA for ummrah so this was the day. nothing happened regarding "my focus" .hope to have a better tomorrow take care of yourself bye